Jerusalem
Jerusalem
. . . . . . .
We stepped inside our inner temple
and found ourselves tied in knots
keeping us together and apart
needing enemies, to be the victors in our minds
needing victory to be different to our enemies
and the neighbor I despised came with tenderness to comfort me
said
Your knot seems to be stopping you to
breathe
to see
to grow
to give
to share
to be even happy for a day
To untie your knot
needs two people other
but, but.. if I let go of my hold which is pulling it tighter
like a blanket squeezed to sleep
like the consolation of tears
If I let go of it’s tightness and let go of my hold
Will you support me to be safe?
Yes, we will
but we need your help
We need you to hold, and together with another, untie one end of another’s knot
so that they can be safe too
Can you do that?
you see so many of us got tied up in knots
we all thought it was the only way to be
We could have untied our own knots, yet felt threatened with the thought of the anger, the incendiary rage that came from the pain of the others, them being tied in knots, the same the same the same
Unable to untie themselves
So beginning with the one next to us
we began to untie
each other’s knots
the wounds, the losses
the fears, real and imaginary
the anguish
the pride
the resentment
the hatred
the blame
the self victimization
the self-justification
the insanity of “mine”
your insanity is mine
was -
the seeking of any way to support and validify our own identity, and story
above those of others
for fear of losing our lives
our rightness
our righteousness
our name
our definition
our identity
our passport
(y)our homeland
we
stepped inside the walls of the Holy City in our center
and saw walls we had made, many more than the ancients did
we saw confusion and guns
we saw children kicking with fear in their eyes
taken from their mother’s arms with a stone in their hand crying not even knowing why
the big men in green with guns took my brother
laughed at my little sister
ignored my mother’s pleas for mercy, and shot my father
we saw spiderman, batman and superman in the pants and t-shirts and lace-less shoes we had found on the ground
we saw frightened soldiers
between temples and mosques and churches promising each a perfect future
for their own brand of congregations and visiting masses
yet ignoring the others in the last page
closing the book in our own time before the resolution, revelation of names
we chose to see ourselves better
and we chose to see others
worser
while we claimed to praise their Creator
we had been clutching at the candle, claiming it’s light,
and were left just nothing but the shadow of our grasping,
but in trying to shield it from reaching others, we nearly put it out.
really nearly.
we had been reaching for the sun singing mine, it’s mine
and simply this, was the reason it despaired at our deafness this caused/es
the plugs in our ears from its life-giving choir of hope
and oneness
and unity in diversity
as each ray each spirit endlessly streamed through time, arrived to earth, and remembered it’s home
our home
as your home
but
untied
by each other’s apologies
and each other’s forgiveness
and the freedom of new found kinship
locality
our offering was accepted
we chose
to burn
our flags
we chose to burn
our passports
we chose to burn
our fears
we chose to burn
the wrong in you
we chose to burn
the right in me
we chose to burn
we chose to learn
the right in you
we chose to learn
the wrong in me
the walls down
we chose to burn
in the radiance of peace,
light of Mercy shining ever more through the cracks in the walls tumbling down
released from names, labels,
we saw we had created “them” with our actions and with our fears we had projected outside and the locked doors of our dreams
excluding and exclusive
and as we under stood and stood under
We
saw
Him
shining
The First Glimpse was
in the eyes of the “others”
in, kind of, and a bit through, their otherness, kind of
Necessarily we saw Him and He spoke
through the voice of a wise open wide open child
Eyes
wide
open
Knowing
not
learned
speaking
not
asking
the first one we had seen (?) or (?) had we (?) just been
blind
to
the
His light in Them always until now?
like the birds and the deers and the tortoises and the kittens and the chickens and hedgehogs and the gazelles and the rabbits
and the sacrificial
Lamb
No questions lie in His eyes
Truth is it’s own invitation to those with ears to hear
and hearts which seek that to which we are
Invited
He walked among us
He walks inside us
He speaks with our tongues
Wherever our hearts submit our minds into the crucible of
His
Mercy
Cast upon others and,
in it’s shining through, cleansing like the desert glaze, unblocking the pipes
So received
He sings with our souls
He sees Himself through our eyes in our myriad of colors, as they rest on Himself in
mine
enemies
For Thine is the Kingdom
the Power and the Glory
I told you I would return
And I did, really I did come before that time, but you did not hear
did not
wish
to hear
That you had been released into
Full accountability
With the highest light on
Upon all
Full Objectivity
Seeing each two-legged as Children all
And the four-legged’s and the winged ones
Our relatives
What had we done to them?
Moses lived on Manna yet we crave blood and flesh of our friends from the Garden?
What you saw as lost, ours to sovereign state as our own
Sheep saved from slaughter by a rod of mediation
saw as gain
Everything
With the fruits of other’s righteous labors
your usury has
defiled
my walls
Yet still you are welcome to join Me
Yet still you are welcome
Home
but your guns and your names and your sovereign imperial rights to bear arms and your gas lines and oil wells and your nukes and your aliyot and your claims and your blames and your stolen land deeds
must be DROPPED RIGHT NOW OR WE ALL WILL DIE AND NO YOU WILL NOT BE SAVED BY YOUR GRANDFATHERS’ PERSECUTION
as must your lack of remorse for a million chopped ancient olives
and ten thousand bountiful figs
razed and the last ashes burned that none may see the hundreds of years they grew upon
just like those spoken of in scriptures
while waiting for another ones
“special” ones
with new names written on them
while the names of those who served Me in planting them are
erased
removed
lied about
spat upon
forgotten
by force
by billion dollar arms deals
by powerful influences in highest courts
above, way above
any law
by free trips to meet Benji
for those who print shekels and the dollars and the eyes on them
By hotels paid and offers made and promises cast abundantly and fulfilled upon obedience with
Eyes
Wide
Shut
All of these things
You must
Repent of
Leave behind
As a dog leaves its waste
And does not return to it
and as you apologize from the place inside where you know you have lived
like the queens and the kings with the slaves and the smallpox blankets
on top of another’s hopes and fruits legacies lineages and roots
and as you are forgiven and released
untied
Your now open arms
Can begin to rub your eyes and see
The child
(He is here!
Call the feast!
We share when we care!)
Has returned
To open
our eyes (emptying the trash which blocked inside!)
To the sun we missed shining as we lost the ears to drink bountifully of its voice
Which will melt us into brotherhood and determination to mirror its ideas into a world forgiven at even the slightest muttering of repentance crushing and cracking the shell of its burdened heart
Wings open pushing with aching freedom from a chrysalis we forgot we had temporarily, but wrongly, called home
and the mirrors in its wings
mirror those it emerges and awakes to see all around
in the bells and the call to the prayer
in the singing, sweating, sighing, sizzling, lit with exultation, like the perfect song, the perfect painting like the perfect shop-tending like the perfect water-fetching like the perfect window cleaning like the perfect cutting of fries like the perfect planting of trees and gifting of olive oil
That which was always there
in opening the arms to the sun
and at last we can see clearly
the source and the cause
of the deepest and final question in our eyes
as it is asked and answered together
Who really really really opens the arms which reach to the sky?
Could it have been
the
Sky?
Are we even ready for the sun?
Can we face even how we began?
Can we surrender and serve all that comes?
Can we think a ray of sunlight give life when cut from it’s source?
How on earth
can we claim
to be something
to know anything
Which is not cast, dripped, graced into our hearts from above?
Reflected around through the Truth — that love?
And seen as lived in the very same
Truth?
Bursting our shells, and remembering
Us
That
to fly is not to leave home
but
to return to it.
And so we honor strive to obey and see
Our Holy City lit with festive lights
Inviting us all to pray in our tongues
Their tongues
One Song
Of Peace
Is this what he meant when he said
Jerusalem should be a unifying city of peace?
And that the peace and security and wellbeing and abundance of the region
Depends on this very same we see before and within our eyes
Your eyes
My eyes
Her eyes
His eyes
Will from this moment forth enforce the Law
Peace is the Law
Peace and harmony
Love and respect
Love one another as ourselves
and love the Lord our God
With all of our hearts and all of our souls
This command has been given unto us
Will this be the beginning of our New Earth as we hand out the bread of our convictions, each bite a seed?
Innocent untouched
Or will we forget what our consciences call us to
Pull down the efforts of others
Insist to resew a veil that was torn
by nails driven into an untouched perfect pure yet chided and chastised body for no sake but our own transgressions?
and all the thunder and lightning that comes when
the Sky decides
None can refuse
And woe on thee who would try!
Yet the voices of the world are calling
Cannot you feel the echoes of halls of treasures which do worry or mind the moths and the worms
To fall into the trap
Laid by the
prince of this world
replacement Messiah
falsest of prophets
unholy yet artificial intelligence
Unimaginable wealth and power given to all who will beg, bribe and obey
Cleverly avoiding the truth of the Lamb he slew… yet fears more than all else!
More even than the unholiest silos of things he gave on credit those not so hidden blasphemies, which can smugly destroy life itself (as smug as the deceptions of cartoons before the nations)
Lest it’s Meekness be revealed
Curtain torn
Holy of Holies, wide opened to all, as the walls crash down to let in the sun
Now seen here, there and everywhere!
Sacred knowing there is no end to the blood and the water given freely
How can there be from a Lamb which is, in fact, God?
St Catherine bled milk.
Yet he, the corporate king of corporate lords and company owners
Impostor in a branded tower, craves more power
Wants it all! everyone! the whole monty!
his temple throne is calling!
Invited by wars and rumours of wars
and sitting as still as freshly stacked plastic
upon a throne of earthly dominion
Stratified
Hierarchy of bar code branding
Of Credit card promises
and he, who courts the whore in each and every loin.
Calls the tied, to unheed and ignite the abomination of desolation
From Dimona and Tehran
To erase our footprints, our flesh and our souls from God’s sight
Never to be heard from again
So.. though I feel I cannot breathe under the pressure of all I see and feel,
I can shout out loud with nothing left to lose or hide -
Call for an Uprising!
How is there time for less when they tie down all of the pegs of their tents with with open cheques ready to be signed?
We are at a crossroads in time like never before
Untie the pains of the others gently with care as we would pull a shard of glass from our own child’s sensitive pure innocent skin
And return to the Cradle of out lost civilization for answers and wisdom long known long forgotten
Learning what we seek from the other letters of other alphabets
Remembering when we saw each one as parts of a whole
Or lose sight of it all in the clouds of apathy in the daily herald of our responsibilities dressed in five hundred dollar ties on Fox News BBC and CNN?
We can stand up and care
Fight until we win the final battle together inside of ourselves
And sit down together like those in Iceland who insisted on a new way and another chance to get things right together
Where they are now happy
And not a single drop of blood was spilt
yet the bankster and the gangsters and their political puppets are now gone and forgotten or in well-earned prison cells.
The only voices which can be heard throughout the ripples of time
Are our own lives and examples
But right now the siren’s call is yelling dormant apathy,
the lull to sleep, invited to hand over the responsibility for all those we love, for our very destinies, to the pages of New York Times and Jerusalem Post, all the way to the final announcement from Google News
that thanks to those we did nothing about
we will all now die
Lord Have mercy
Christ have mercy
Lord have mercy
That we will wake up and stand together as one people undivided by interests
And win this war
Together
We need
to sit
and talk
We need dialogue and circles all sitting in the same sized chairs
We need to sit together until we can understand one another
We need to work it outside
Identity Politicians will NOT work it out
It was a mask and a lie
Their interests are vested in bullet proofed excuses and lies
and handsome
Paychecks
To vocalize their head trips
And tout their flags
Their inability to care scares me
Quite honestly,
Their racism
Scares me
But what scares me more
Are those who feed them
To accomplish their aims and gains
Unknown owners and controls
And that the temptations and the limits of their threats and bribes
are as wide as those who will accept them
They insist that we care about the blue white green red or pink spots and and stars and stripes and all the other sickened confused flags of meaningless pride, never really knowing why armed to the teeth patriotism is supposed to be a virtue
While they care about us
Exactly as much
as they cared about
The people of Iraq
Libya
Syria
Afghanistan
Iran
Lebanon
Jordan
Arabia
and even
Greater Israel
The list
Goes on
What the ***k means “allies’ in a world where we each have the same worth?
Where the money spent on wars in 8 days can feed us all for 17 years
Where are the Emperor’s clothes now?
We can see
Fools!
you can fool some people some of the time but
You can’t fool all of us any more
Unless they are fighting a thousand miles away in their hearts those they have never met.
So why do we put up with shit from those who claim to be responsible, yet never claim responsibility?
and who get paid by those who are wringing theirs hand at their gains every time the spokesmen with the votes and the ties bang the drums of war and oil for Raytheon and Lockheed-Martin, Shell and Standard Oil and BP and biological weapons being cultivated in the ……. Institute for ……. and 200 billion on a new Trident and the whoever the fuck gets that drop of their (freshly pressed) money,
what good will they ever do with it but turn it to eat yet more money print and print yet more money (?) and yet
where does the tax feed the poor, who are more and more, as their jobs are automated and laid off, or heal the sick, or house the homeless in a world where the system itself belongs
to the enemies of God
(We need to turn things around
Reassess/
Redefine/
Re-choose:
Life
Again,
No more failed systems to blame as the excuse for our own greed and lobbied insanity)
Shouldn’t it belong to the life of the Unborn Child, the Newborn Child, which knows not color or sex but that of the eyes it gazes into in awe?
There is good news
Again — in Iceland they sat down until the corrupt bankers and governments had
left
and
The people
Are better now
“But they don’t have a war”
“But they aren’t surrounded by people who want to drive us into the sea as we drove them from their homes”
“But they aren’t taught in schools and that they are different from everyone else and hated by everyone else ever so they can do what they pretty much like because there are none to be accountable to but their own God who loves them extra special much since Moses
Well
Moses
Was
Given
The
Rules
For
All
Of
Us
Dear
The clauses came not from Prophets but men
We do not take the life of another
We do not take their homes or their land
And greater still, within us, between us and among us is walking closely beside, hand held out, seeing all in His Heart,
The One
Who kicked the priests from the Temple and foretold it would fall to dust never to arise
Who taught us that His Kingdom in not of this world but of Heaven which we partake of and directly express
as the love of our Father is shown to others
and shared by Himself through our very own hearts.
Who would lose none who are lost
Has handed us the key to unlock the shackles
And taken all we ever did in blindness of educated ignorance
He didn’t only kick the moneylenders from the Temple
But called out those hiding behind the curtains
Ripped it naked and open
For all to see what was not, but claimed to be, of
Ha Shem
and He gave us freely as the air we breath and the soil we step each sacred step upon.
The eternal and limitless truth which was the foundation of all which has roots in God’s wishes
The secret of secrets
The hiddenest of mysteries shrouded only because we are dumb
Three words to set us free and lead us on the road to foreverness
Three words to unharness the power of the Sun upon this Earth
Three words a rope through the darkest canyon sure to lead to sunlight and steps to the seaside with ice-creams and eagles and children and families caring for their neighbors kids as their own
Three words short circuit the tips of the heavens with the depths of the sunken earth –
“Repentance”
“Brings”
“Grace”
That’s All.
………………………………………………………
If only we could hear;
The birds sing it
The wind sing it
The Thunder and Lighting sing it
The crashing ocean waves sing it
The volcanoes and earthquakes and tidal waves sing it
And the
Mercy
that we are still here
Sings it
And if we will sing it
is up to
Us
The crashing ocean waves sing it
The volcanoes and earthquakes and tidal waves sing it
And the
Mercy
that we are still here
Sings it
And if we will sing it
Is up to
Us
Allelujia